MERRY CHRISTMAS

Merry Christmas,
Hope you'll find the joy,
which you must,
and not only hoping for toys.
-DoneAlone-

Merry Christmas
to all everyone!
My faithful readers and also friends.

-JollyGoodChristmas-

Injured With A Happy Heart

I'm hurt,
Scrape my skin,
With blood and dirt,
but happy within.
-DoneAlone-

Most of you know about my injuries.
Some of you seen it, and even gave me that look.
It's not nice to give that face, or even to stare.

For the people who don't know about it, here are some pictures.


For Your information, ITS REAL!
typing out this blog, is also killing.(seriously it is)

but truth be told,
I thank God for this injuries.
I finally get to see who really CARES and who DON'T.

I get to see whether people cared or just want to 'show face'
but out of all the negativity, I thank God for showing me the people who really cared.
and some even protected me.
They GUARDED ME and my injuries.

Other than that,
I THANK my brother.
He helped me in every single way you could imagine.
*i mean some la, buy still*
He opened the door of the car,
He served me food,
He bandaged me up,
He showed me kindness,
He help me up the stairs,
He helped me.



Who could ask for more?

I just want to thank God, for everything.
and Laura, for helping me.

-ScrapedSkinButHappyHeart-

Worry, Happy, Thing, Alright

I like riddles,
It just makes me jingle,
but is it wrong to laugh?
or to be laughed?
-DoneAlone-

OKAY, people...
lets get things settle out,
Michelle and Kellie, are just names of cute girls.
(close)Friends?

-Top 2nd to 5th girls in CAMP.-

From left( Cae Me, Su-Ann, Michelle, Melissa)

Whose 2nd or whose 5th,
you all fight la.

And SORRY girls,
if some of your pics aren't posted.
Maybe is at the last posts.
So don't worry, Be HAPPY : )

Oh yeah!
Without forgetting the MAIN PLAN
On the 14th of December.
It was Laura Chiens' B'DAY!! (celebrations at the back)

You wouldn't imagine what we did. (maybe you can) but,
we went to her house at 11.15?
Everyone so SEMANGAT already, than he go sing happy birthday song.
TO THE WRONG GIRL! aiyohyoh..
It was hilarious,
But even though, When we SURPRISED her, she was like all shy and tears?
and she was in her Pajamas.

Than we were about to enter to her house.
Suddenly remembered that i LEFT the present in the car.
That was another potong moment.
We cut the cake and sang song.
watch Pirates of the Caribbean.

HangOut till 12+++
than all said bye and all.
Sleepy and Tired, but we all agreed it was worth it.

*Maybe i should have left out the part about the Pajamas.* hmmm..

-Don't like myself in this pic, but the other...-


-Happy-

Change and Different

After my long holidays,
Seriously nothing to say,
Now only got one more purpose,
To find a lady to propose.
-DoneAlone-

Everyone knows i Like(crush only) Kellie.
But that is over now.
So now i want to say to all the PRETTY LADIES out there.
YOU HAVE A CHANCE.


Remember Michelle CHUN(seriously you chuuuuun) you're my 2nd girl.

-WantingYou-

Kelly

Dear Kelly,
You really are pretty,
Cute but, bubbly,
Enough to be my lucky cherry.
-DoneAlone-

KELLY !
I want you.
You're just so far, but in my mind, SO CLOSE.

ARGH!!!
just thinking bout you, make me go crazy.
Kelly
Kelly
Kelly,
what else is there?

-Kelly-

Leaving You

Your words touched my heart,
It even tore me apart,
Never felt anything like this before,
and I want more!
-DoneAlone

On Friday,
That's the day I felt most loved.
MOST LOVED.
Even more than my parents.

But that day resulted in a ..
Painful..
Emotional..
Touching..
Meaningful..
and most important,
A Day Of Memories.

I want to thank WINNIE for the pics.




All this pictures.
Make me..
make me feel sad.
Even though I'm SMILLING,
but deep down,
I wish this pictures were never taken.



This 2 pictures.

The BrotherHood Of Friendship.
Even though the pictures may not have some of you guys.
but
I'll still cherish our moments deep down.
DEEP DOWN in my HEART.

Friends are never meant to be forgotten,
but meant to be cherished and to just be there with us.

The 'FINALE' Picture.


Nasyitah, Su Chin, Nicholas, Desmond, Din22, Ryan, Andrew,
Winnie, Brian, Horng and Me.

Together for the last time.
Last time in each others' arms.

Will miss you guys.
Always will.

-CryingAsWeSpeak-

A Walk To Remember

Poems are more than words,
Its one trying to express love and moving forward,
Like a hidden message,
In words, you have to search.
-DoneAlone-

I watched Walk To Remember today.
Its a movie of true LOVE and COMPASSION for another.
It reflected myself when i watched it.
A guy trying to be popular and leaving his friends behind.
Not realizing that he ignored and cursed the GIRL of his DREAMS.
After repenting, forgiven was not given as it should be.
She gave him the 'Cold Shoulders'.
Ignoring him.

But the guy never gave up hope on getting back her trust.
He knew than he was wrong and stood up for her.
Giving up his so called friends.
As their relationship got closer.
She told him that she had Cancer.
But that never made him give up his love but, that actually made his trust and love towards her more ongoing and STRONGER!

Even though I didn't have a girl friend that had cancer like the story,
but,
it reflected him about me.
i treated my real friends like enemies.
But that was the past.
Today and The Future is what counts.

A friend of mine, Twenty-Two.
The number gives me a really good reason to write todays post.
He was once, once a Loser if I could say.But,
Not anymore and never.
He changed and now,
having the girl of his dreams,
he holds her tight in her arms and promises to never let go.

I just want to say that, TODAY only i realise that i don't need
a GIRLFRIEND to be as happy as R.D.
I can find happines through YOU.

-YouWereYouAndINeedYou-

Missing On Various Places

I was missing,
Missing in action,
Doing something,
Regreted in devasation.
-DoneAlone-

I was missing in school for a few days.
for SOME reason.
I acted wrongly, stupidly and i regreted.

I never think of the SAFETY and DISCIPLINE.
Those 2 were the most important things to be learned.
Learned in school, home, and out in the city.

I'm sorry if i never accepted your thoughts of teaching carefully.
I ignored many of your thoughts like rubbish.
Ignoring it. I apolagize.

ONCE again, I'm sorry.
This might be for you.
This post IS for YOU.

-RegretedAndForgiven-

Went Out Without YOU

I like going out,
Going out with you,
But you do like to shout,
Whenever I'm near you.
-DoneAlone-


















Pictures of the Halloween Party
-James Bond & M.I.B.-

And today on the 3rd of November,
GUESS WHERE I WENT ?
I went to *$
-StarBucks-

AND THE PICS OF THE MONTH IS HERE !


I know its a bit too sexy for you guys.
Ahem ahem..

Please do vote for the best pic.

-PicturesOfYou-

A Story For My Future

I turned around to see what the noise was about...
That was the last thing i thought of. I woke in a hospital ward.
I see needles poking my arms and a machine by the side, beeping, slowly.
The other side of the bed were flowers.Written on it, "Get well soon, From Elizabeth."

I tried to move a muscle but, nothing happened.
After a few minutes of trying, my hand move.
I didn't realize that a needle got loose and started hearing beepings.
Two nurses came running in, checking their medical logs and figuring out whats wrong,
and they realized that I was awake.
One of them ran out of the room and the other stayed by my side, saying,
"Its going to be okay."
I trusted her and in a few seconds later, I fainted.

I woke up and realized there were at least 7 people in the room,
staring straight at me.
I tried to speak, but i couldn't say a single word.
A doctor came rushing in saying, "Please clear the room"
He examined my chest and my eyes, and walked out.
He told those people that I am fine and I am still unstable.
Suddenly,
A girl about 23 years of age, came running towards me.
She hugged me and kissed me in the forehead.
In my mind, I was saying to myself, "Who is she?"
But its okay, I said to myself because,
It felt really comfortable.
Next thing I realized was that, I blacked out.

As I open my eyes, the lights were off. The sound of the beeping were still there.
I tried to think, why am I here? I myself brainstormed through everything.
Suddenly,
I had a flash back.
-I am walking at a place. As I walk down the stairs, I see myself in a picture with 2 strangers.I reached the kitchen seeing an old lady, saying, "Hello." I think that could be my mom. I just can recall her in my head-
And than I was interupted by the sound of the beeping.
I looked at the machine and the numbers were increasing and my heart pulses were getting faster.
The 2 same nurses came in running again. The same nurse hold my hand and said,
"Hold on!"
I tried to read her name tag. It was "P" something.
And i fainted.

My chest felt something cold, moving around.
I opened my eyes and it was the same doctor.
The 7 people were there again. The doctor whispered,
"His condition is getting into a critical state, and no more surprises."
Even though he was whispering i heard every word exactly. and he left.
My eyes went searching for the girl who hugged me before.
She wasn't there.
The lady in my flash back came to me and sat by the chair. She said,
"Do you remember me? Do you know who am I? I'm your mom."
In my mind i kept saying, "IS THIS TURE? Could it be? If she is, what am I doing here?"
A man in his early 30's tapped her shoulders showing her his palm, as a sign of stop.

The first word I said was,
"Can I have a cup of water?"
Without hesitation, a man quickly poured water for me.
As I drink, i asked,
"Why am I here? What happened to me?"
All 7 of them looked at each other and mumbled with one another.
The voice grew louder and louder. It made my head spin.
Out of the blue I shouted, " STOP! Tell me what happened? Please."
The girl that hugged me before came walking in the room.
Holding a white rose.
The lady stood up from the chair and let her sat.
She said,
"I'm Elizabeth."

My mind told my body to hold her and kiss her in the lips!
I tried but my body, was still 'away'.
Only with my right hand,
I touched her face. As I touched, I saw those beautiful eyes, sparkling.
And as I touched her lips,
I had a flash back again.
-I and Elizabeth were at a park. We walked and stopped at a see-saw. I pushed her and we were having fun. She used her legs to stop, and she stood up. She turned around, looking at me, she rushed to me and kissed me. I kissed her back. After that, we were holding hands, walking away from the park.-
And it just came to an end like that.

I told Elizabeth what I remembered. Her tears crawled down the cheeks and she hugged me.
I asked again, "What happened to me? What happened next?"
She said, "You don't really remember?"
She showed me her left hand, and I realized there was a ring on a hand.
I asked, "I, I asked you for your hand in marriage?"
She nodded and started crying.
She said, "I love you."
And i can't resist not saying it, I too said, "I love you."
She continued telling me that we continued on walking to her apartment.
She heard noised like footsteps.
But I told her that it was merely just a cat chasing a rat.
The sound of footsteps grew louder and louder.
I turned around to see what the noise was about and I got punched in the head with a gun.
The man threatened for her bag. She gave it. And he ran away.
Later than, I was rushed to the hospital.
She also told me than those people were my friends.

A few months later, Elizabeth and I got married.
Even though I have a scar on the back of my head,
That would be my prove of love to her,
That as long as I have this scar, I will love Elizabeth.
In the end,
We lived happily ever after.
-DoneAlone-

-AnotherStoryOfMine-

Because of Me

Don't judge as you see,
Because of me,
You guys made bad decisions,
Now and you pay by your actions.
-DoneAlone-

everything take it easy.
everything take it easy.

thats what i use to say all the time, whenever i have a problem.

I
REGRET

we should be planning ahead,
not wait ahead for planning.

i am having problems. with friends.
i am not even that important.
why do they even want me around?

I AM USELESS! PURELY USELESS..

my friends want me around for company.
my company will only enrage them in a very very hard manner of hatred.

Today,
going to school was like going to .... school.
Before exam= BORING~
After exam = STILL BORING~

Anyways.. i hate being me.

never want to be me.

but have to accept the truth that..

i am ..

still me.


-LingeringInHate-

Is There More To Life Than Me?

Life is not just this,
Its also a big BLISS,
but the "1" thing i will miss,
Is a kiss.
-DoneAlone-

wokay peeps.
i mean that in like 'people'
not ... well u get the draft.

will be going to some open houses for RAYA and DEEPAVALI,

gosh,
i just love Malaysia.
for this few reasons.
1.All kinda friends.(race,height,etc.)
2.Smokin HOT girls.(Not u)
3.All kinda smokin HOT girls.(not u either)
4.HOLIDAYS every month.
5.Weather Rocks.
6.A lot of places to go.
Last But Not Least.
7.there's ME.

okok.. u guys to..
and blogs are meant to be like a diary.
thats my opinion.
so the way i write my blog is like totally up to me.
yeah i'm talking bout u.

-HappyAndFewMore-

Speech-less

I am strange,
I admit that but i change,
but you cruelly,
didn't even try to see.
-DoneAlone_

-Speechless-

You Left Us Alone, Yes I Mean You.

In this time of the year,
You were always here,
Never far but near,
but today you didn't appear.
-DoneAlone-

Today went to school.
so fun. NOT!

A.T.K.H. today, u never come.
you F.F.K.
What a friend, The 3 of us waited for you.
sorry i wont lie, we didn't wait for you.

Next time, whatever happens, i , i mean we.
wont wait for you.

nahhhhhh... we so good fren.
sure wait d. (you owe us)

5 people i really think is my true friends(latest) -
1.Horng,Andrew,Ryan,Din (H.A.R.D)
2.Dan lain-lain (D.L.L.)

sorry.. cant judge, later people come find my house and burn it down,
especially the KLANG people : )

just joking!
you know i joking right?

-HappyForNowDLL-

Normal Simple Words.

Yesterday i was different,
Today absent,
Tomorrow day of judgment,
but never an infant.
-DoneAlone-

i tried my best.
but still its never enuf for you.
why you expect so much from an average student.

you were never around to help me or do anything.
punish me la.
i dont care, wont care.
is not like you can change me.

maybe you did.
but still.
pushing me over the edge.
is just OVER.i just wan t a normal simple student life,
thats all i wanted.

BUT, always a but.
i was scoring much better than my other friends.
i can say that i did my best IN MY WHOLE LIFE>

i am writing all this in my blog,
cause i know you will never view or ever SEE it in your whole life.

YOU never around.
always out.

saying i never try hard enough?
wan me get all A?
saying a few words like.

"good for you, at least you tried your best."
is it that hard to say those normal simple words?

-HurtByWords-

Sorry For the Things

Sorry for what happen,
I give you my full respect,
Dont worry its more than a cent,
Sad things come whenever you dont't expect.
-DoneAlone-

Today our principal, passed away.
i never thought i will say these words, but
i honor you.

i should have forgive you for the things you made me felt,
now its to late to apolagize.

i...i...i got nothing else to say,
sorry.

-SadAndSad-

I Have Laid My Pass At The Back

In the past I was alone,
didn't realize I was home,
We used to be together playing,
but you forgotten bout me and started swaying.
-DoneAlone-

To tell you the truth i really had a bad start in life.
in life as in, the past.

hmmm.. examples like, friendless,alone, but never sad over it.
because of it, i am who i am today.

I had friends who betrayed me with words and actions i never want to do to my friends.
but when that happen, i know they are and never will be my TRUE friends.

No worries, TODAY i am perfectly happy with friends i cant trade with money.
H.A.D. (names)

Thank You, for being my friends.
i know i am being abit CORNY
but
i just had to release that from my chest.

now i am happily fine.

-LostRejectedButFoundAndHappy-

Breathless, Senseless and Lifeless

I dont have to talk,
when you are so far away,
I dont have to walk,
to you, to make my day.
-DoneAlone-

Sick and tired of things which just makes me want to, want to....
urghhhhh...no words to express.
Because of things like those...i am a much different person.

i believe that i am like this because of NO aim and hope to go for.
me and my friends talk about this things.
and the soulution to this is...

GET A GIRL FRIEND!

but for me its kinda hard because i am like an unlikable guy.
what kind of an idiot will say yes to me?

but till i get closer to this particular "girl" i changed my attitude and started being a better person.
that changed after she finds out that i am into her.

That turn my life upside down for 1(one,satu,yi,unos) day.

but all i can say is that,
"she" took my breath away.
"she" gave me sense of living.
"she" told me the reason of life itself.

-BeenThereNeverDoneAny-

Preparing For Things Ahead

I was living a tough life,
but no matter what I still strive,
For the things I loved most and cared,
Now I know I wasn't prepare.
-DoneAlone-

I prayed lately for things i never want to encounter,
But,
no matter how hard i try to cover it,
it still pops out like a ground mole.

I even tried to cover my lies with another lie,
it gets BIGGER and BIGGER!
so the only thing i hope is that,

"You all might forgive my wrong doings in the past or things i will do in the future. Sorry for being a burden to you."

-PrepareButHurtBefore-

Friends That Can Really Be Trusted

Friends in the end weigh you down,
Trust me or you will surely drown,
Like Jekyll and Hyde,
They subside with pride.
-DoneAlone-


phewwww..
yesterday never sleep till 3am+
its not that crazy la,
look at Din! he never sleep until 8.30am
omg...
lifeless or full or life?
dont know,

but today going for a BBQ !!!
*stomach growling*

OH!!! btw..
any1 knows how to make lyrics?
if know, please contact me at 'rhyslee_5@hotmail.com'

-Inspirational-

Angry But Never Forgiven

I hope you'll forgive,
and forget,
forgive me,
and please don't be sad.
-DoneAlone-


Stories were told to me,
i want to tell.
but
i know that it will hurt some people.
" Number " please forgive her.
no use keeping that unforgiveness inside.
So as a friend, a good friend, hopefully your best friend is telling u to FORGIVE.

-ForgivedButNotHealed-

Things i learned Today

Tell me things,
With jokes and laughters,
which leads to a kiss,
and i hope you'll never feel sadness.
-DoneAlone-


I find some of my friends talking TRASH just to build up their own self-esteem, so do i..

Sorry to some of you who really had to put with my trash talking, but through it, i get to relieve myself from many types of stupid things.

Because of you, i get to change.

Thanks to you all ! all of you who corrected me if i was wrong.

Things i still i have to learn and adapt is Self Control And Respect.

This 2 things are the most important in my life and i believe in yours too.

-LonelyButNotAlone-

SLEEPOVERS !!!

ok ppl!
this is what i did for the past week.

i had some frens to stay over.
ok oni 1 fren.
here are some pics
If u realise, he is actually sleeping with a CUTE PINK COLORED blanket!
=D

and after that at 2.30AM !!! he say he hungry.. and we made Maggie mee!

Before supper,during supper,after supper

other than the normal house sleepover, i also slept somewhere...


Yes its the one world hotel. actually its kinda nice and cool.
cause there is this KEYBOARD for u to select your channels!

and around 10pm.. me and my brother went to see MONEY NO ENUF 2
after the movie, we went back to the hotel..
and 1u was like totally empty!
Cool eh!
ALL MINE!!!

$$$$$$$$$

who wants RM10,000

its not just giving money out but its for investment in their business.
steps to show:
1. show me proposal.
2.show me income statement of former months or etc.
3.i have to know you.
4.wait for my reply.

XD

Andrew at my house..

if u all dont know whu is andrew, he is the PEACE-ATTRACTION BABY!!
and he is also staying over my house..

if u realise that its 1.20am now..
and we are, i mean HE is a no life, making maggi mee..
just because i duno make, PROPERLY.. he marah,criticize like nobodies business.

aiyoh..
I KNOW WHATS UR PROBLEM NOW PEACE-ATTRACTION!!
WATCH OUT!
I KNOW UR VULNERBILITY!!

B*R*E*D*

haha... u know wat i talking about..
watch out i tell u.!!!

girls be girls !

i'm telling u girlss..

please be a girl-lady?
you act so hardcore guy, how can a guy move up to you.

anyways, i just wanna tell that today was an okay day.
a friend of mine got pranked.
another friend of mine got scolded-for pranking
another friend told me stuff(gossips) about people.

so basicly today was a good day and also a B.E.A.U.tiful day!

girls remember to be one yeah.

A little change for the day.. can i manage?

i would like to Change..

today a better person, tomorrow much better.

No point seeing her afar,
even if she is the brightest star,
she is so far yet so near,
for you to have her forever and ever~

Priceless, a price you cant pay?
but with one way,
words you'll have to say,
which is, i love you in every way~

Oh, how deep is the sea,
and may you see,
what's inside of me,
that i will give to you for free~

Your BEAUTY,
reveal everything to me,
even if you are pretty,
you'll still mean nothing to me~

Your eyes, your mouth, your lips,
perfect it is,
and with your kiss,
you give me peace

~ by Me and Din~




thats what i did today. i meant what i say in the 4th paragraph.
hope you read it.

btw... some part of this poem is for my friend to another..

Change for a better life today and tomorrow and much more.

Philosopher 9#

WHADDUP HOMES !!!

i was thinking of poems today, and i suddenly thought of this..

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
i'll meet you in bed,
to make love with you !!

i know its pretty lame, but it just came to me.

and it means something to me. so just LIVE WITH IT !!




Roses And Violets

Philosopher 8#

WASUP !!!

here are some pics i saved..

Philosopher 7#

Good Morning ! just if i dont see you, Good Morning, Good Evening and Good Night !

BIRTHDAYS !!
just celebrated it YESTERDAY on the 29Aug08.

it was like a dynamic duo birthday kinda party. and it was(drum rolls).....
NIC AND YUSOF party !!!

woot woot !

we went to T.G.I. Fridays. it started like at 7.30+
than we waited for other people to come than.. IT BEGIN.

when i was there. i met this pretty lady. i can't really tell u the name, so so sorry!
we just talked, and became friends than instant !

can't believe it but she also wanted my phone number man !

I AM SERIOUS!

Philosopher 6#

Whaddup peeps,

I realised that paintballing is a little bit like life.

once you shot someone you will feel SATISFIED and HAPPY!
outside a cute puppy but inside . . . no words can explain.

you see your victim on the ground, hurt and damaged, you will regret.
mark my words, you will regret!

Philosopher 5#

Today,

i went paintballling. actually its like PAINTBALLING.

shot the "PERSON" i wanted to shoot. It feels
GREAT !!!

i also learned a lot from peoples' love life.

Limitless Love of Hearts

i realise that girls can be PAIN in the neck!

girls just love like they never love you before than leave you.

so many hearts here. but only 1 room for you and me. so which will it be. you la !

SOME girls just use us guys for money and limitless love.
but,
there are SOME girls just go for the heart and nothing after that.

and i also met a quite good, pretty and kind cute girl today also ! x)

Philosopher 4#

Waddup,

Dreams, visions and missions. which one more important?
For me Dreams are quite important!

Some people need a hand to hold on to before it's to late. We as people always leave things behind.


Holding On


That's why we all need FRIENDS. FRIENDS are there to help you BEFORE, NOW and WILL be there for us, if we need them to share problems and also give out our hand for them to
HOLD ON TO.

Philosopher 3#

Hey again,

I am THE "SPOTLIGHT"

its true. the pic says everything.











SPOTLIGHT

Philosopher 2#

Hi...

Today I would like to talk about FRIENDS. My friends helped me in my bad times and good times. GOOD TIMES, is when I got kissed by a stranger or loved by one, its those time when i can express myself to full of joy with no regrets(maybe some la). BAD TIMES when i regretted telling someone something SO bad that i can get EMO for 1 DAY!! I never emo. I am serious. This post is also connected to Philosopher 1#. Like i told in the last post, LOVE can be really hurting, when i mean hurting, IT REALLY DOES!

By the way !! comment on what you wan me to talk about^^ No above 18sx stuff! I mean it.






Broke But Healed!

Philosopher 1#

Hey,

Today i would like to talk about LOVE. My friends have been going though a lot of troubles with their relationships, and they come to for their troubles. I advice like usual but in the end of it i still learn something from it. I learn that LOVE could be quite fun, exciting, thrilling, and no words to express the emotions of it. But, always a but, i also find it kinda hurting in many ways. Its very addictive to wan that kinda LOVE but is it worth it? i ask myself that all the time. Keeping myself calm is the most important in all situations. But this LOVE thing made me very demanding of it and end up getting hurt and disappointing others. I just advice all of you to think about it for a moment before rushing towards it. So many authors quote that LOVE is amazing and all but they never quote about the bad part of it.