Past and Future

Mistakes. When we do a mistake, we tend to think what its like to go back

in time to change it right?

Yeah, I had that feeling a while back ago.

I feel that IF only God just give me ONE, just ONE chance to go back in time

and change what I did.

Undo the wrong.

And just make everything right again.

But I also realize that the outcome of that episodes in our life can also be

a good thing.

I mean, it makes us stronger.

It makes us know how to deal our 'fears', 'weakness' and etc.

But if we change it, we cant face all of the above.

Because the problem never happen at all. We changed it.

The butterfly effect, or they say.

It means, even if you kill a single butterfly in the past,

could change the entire outcome of the future.

Or some might even say, that even if we go back in time.

The future would still be the same,

because the future is planned by a Big Guy on top.

We can try to change it, how we want.

But in the end, the outcome can never change.

But after the challenges, mistakes, problems I faced SO FAR, in my life.

I can stand tall and say, I'm proud to do those mistakes.

'Cause its meant to happen.

A wise man once say, 'Failures are loopholes to success.'

-DestinedToHappen-

Secrets

Everyone has what we call "Secrets".

Secrets things that we wanna hide from people.

Its because of the insecurity from them.

There's a back-stabbing feeling when you stand near a person.

It makes us realise that they're not really a good friend.

Everyone can be a friend.

But, the problem about friends is, they're just friends in the end.

We never make good thing out of the relationship we have together.

We hide it away its also because of 'ourself'. We just dont want it out.

Thats why they call it secrets.

But, there are also times where we DO tell people our secrets.

Because of the confidence within, we believe that person is trustworthy and loyal enough as a friend to keep it.

But, there are also times where we just give up every single Secrets we have.

Secrets that dont even belong to us.

It makes the truth sound so bad.

But, in reality, truth hurts.

I heard it somewhere, where it stated,

"Truth is not opinion, because truth doesn't change. Truth is fact."

Truth is a fact we gotta except 'cause living in a lie, is not life.

To live life, appreciate life.

And to appreciate life, live life.

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SecretsToTruth-

Sometimes...

Sometimes...

Sometimes our lies can really help the lives of the people around us.
but is it right?
Is it right to give a hope to them that isn't true.

Sometimes, things we have to do things that cannot make a big difference, but rather, a differrence so small, no one notices.
but I seem to forget the saying, 'Even a little can make a big difference.'
And i find that to be true.

True enough to destroy the things we love most.
but why do we do it?

We do it, to get a small amount of pleasure for the people who are in need.
When their situation become much better, we feel proud to do something.
SO proud that even our ego take over all the other characteristics.

Sometimes we do things for their own benefit.
Sometimes the benefit we earn in return is given back is quite promising.
So promising that sometimes we forget that its actually wrong to do it.
'cause its WRONG.

The wrong thing might look like the right thing to do,
and the right thing might look wrong.
Confusing, i know.

In the end, the wrong thing will bundle up into one BIG toll.
Its a price we're not willing to pay.
A pay so costly, it will actually destroy most of us.

So sometimes, we do the wrong thing,
and forget that we did the wrong thing

Sometimes, the good thing will bring us to a fight.
but sometimes, it will lead to something so good and nice,
that we won't regret doing.

So is it okay to do the right thing?


Yes.

-LookingForward-