I don't want to get married.
I don't want to have kids.
I don't want a nice and perfect family..
If it isn't with you.
This is sort of a promise I made to myself.
Somewhere deep in me, I have this idealistic point of view on love. That there'll be only one person I'll ever love.. And sad to say, I already did.
There's no way she'll ever return the favour of loving me, which means all of the above.
Would you be ready to live life knowing that you won't ever find another significant other..
'Cause I am.
I know it's kind of a silly notion, and that I might as well be prepared to live alone for the rest of my life like that..
And I am.
Or you could even say that I'm not opening myself up to anyone.
If God does send someone, she'd be the one.. Till then, I don't care.
On the other hand, I could be wrong.
Maybe she's not the one.
Maybe it wasn't love.
Maybe there is more out there.
Just.. Maybe.
"Lord you know me till the very core,
And deep inside, I know there must be more." - Abba
