Leaving You

Your words touched my heart,
It even tore me apart,
Never felt anything like this before,
and I want more!
-DoneAlone

On Friday,
That's the day I felt most loved.
MOST LOVED.
Even more than my parents.

But that day resulted in a ..
Painful..
Emotional..
Touching..
Meaningful..
and most important,
A Day Of Memories.

I want to thank WINNIE for the pics.




All this pictures.
Make me..
make me feel sad.
Even though I'm SMILLING,
but deep down,
I wish this pictures were never taken.



This 2 pictures.

The BrotherHood Of Friendship.
Even though the pictures may not have some of you guys.
but
I'll still cherish our moments deep down.
DEEP DOWN in my HEART.

Friends are never meant to be forgotten,
but meant to be cherished and to just be there with us.

The 'FINALE' Picture.


Nasyitah, Su Chin, Nicholas, Desmond, Din22, Ryan, Andrew,
Winnie, Brian, Horng and Me.

Together for the last time.
Last time in each others' arms.

Will miss you guys.
Always will.

-CryingAsWeSpeak-

A Walk To Remember

Poems are more than words,
Its one trying to express love and moving forward,
Like a hidden message,
In words, you have to search.
-DoneAlone-

I watched Walk To Remember today.
Its a movie of true LOVE and COMPASSION for another.
It reflected myself when i watched it.
A guy trying to be popular and leaving his friends behind.
Not realizing that he ignored and cursed the GIRL of his DREAMS.
After repenting, forgiven was not given as it should be.
She gave him the 'Cold Shoulders'.
Ignoring him.

But the guy never gave up hope on getting back her trust.
He knew than he was wrong and stood up for her.
Giving up his so called friends.
As their relationship got closer.
She told him that she had Cancer.
But that never made him give up his love but, that actually made his trust and love towards her more ongoing and STRONGER!

Even though I didn't have a girl friend that had cancer like the story,
but,
it reflected him about me.
i treated my real friends like enemies.
But that was the past.
Today and The Future is what counts.

A friend of mine, Twenty-Two.
The number gives me a really good reason to write todays post.
He was once, once a Loser if I could say.But,
Not anymore and never.
He changed and now,
having the girl of his dreams,
he holds her tight in her arms and promises to never let go.

I just want to say that, TODAY only i realise that i don't need
a GIRLFRIEND to be as happy as R.D.
I can find happines through YOU.

-YouWereYouAndINeedYou-

Missing On Various Places

I was missing,
Missing in action,
Doing something,
Regreted in devasation.
-DoneAlone-

I was missing in school for a few days.
for SOME reason.
I acted wrongly, stupidly and i regreted.

I never think of the SAFETY and DISCIPLINE.
Those 2 were the most important things to be learned.
Learned in school, home, and out in the city.

I'm sorry if i never accepted your thoughts of teaching carefully.
I ignored many of your thoughts like rubbish.
Ignoring it. I apolagize.

ONCE again, I'm sorry.
This might be for you.
This post IS for YOU.

-RegretedAndForgiven-

Went Out Without YOU

I like going out,
Going out with you,
But you do like to shout,
Whenever I'm near you.
-DoneAlone-


















Pictures of the Halloween Party
-James Bond & M.I.B.-

And today on the 3rd of November,
GUESS WHERE I WENT ?
I went to *$
-StarBucks-

AND THE PICS OF THE MONTH IS HERE !


I know its a bit too sexy for you guys.
Ahem ahem..

Please do vote for the best pic.

-PicturesOfYou-

A Story For My Future

I turned around to see what the noise was about...
That was the last thing i thought of. I woke in a hospital ward.
I see needles poking my arms and a machine by the side, beeping, slowly.
The other side of the bed were flowers.Written on it, "Get well soon, From Elizabeth."

I tried to move a muscle but, nothing happened.
After a few minutes of trying, my hand move.
I didn't realize that a needle got loose and started hearing beepings.
Two nurses came running in, checking their medical logs and figuring out whats wrong,
and they realized that I was awake.
One of them ran out of the room and the other stayed by my side, saying,
"Its going to be okay."
I trusted her and in a few seconds later, I fainted.

I woke up and realized there were at least 7 people in the room,
staring straight at me.
I tried to speak, but i couldn't say a single word.
A doctor came rushing in saying, "Please clear the room"
He examined my chest and my eyes, and walked out.
He told those people that I am fine and I am still unstable.
Suddenly,
A girl about 23 years of age, came running towards me.
She hugged me and kissed me in the forehead.
In my mind, I was saying to myself, "Who is she?"
But its okay, I said to myself because,
It felt really comfortable.
Next thing I realized was that, I blacked out.

As I open my eyes, the lights were off. The sound of the beeping were still there.
I tried to think, why am I here? I myself brainstormed through everything.
Suddenly,
I had a flash back.
-I am walking at a place. As I walk down the stairs, I see myself in a picture with 2 strangers.I reached the kitchen seeing an old lady, saying, "Hello." I think that could be my mom. I just can recall her in my head-
And than I was interupted by the sound of the beeping.
I looked at the machine and the numbers were increasing and my heart pulses were getting faster.
The 2 same nurses came in running again. The same nurse hold my hand and said,
"Hold on!"
I tried to read her name tag. It was "P" something.
And i fainted.

My chest felt something cold, moving around.
I opened my eyes and it was the same doctor.
The 7 people were there again. The doctor whispered,
"His condition is getting into a critical state, and no more surprises."
Even though he was whispering i heard every word exactly. and he left.
My eyes went searching for the girl who hugged me before.
She wasn't there.
The lady in my flash back came to me and sat by the chair. She said,
"Do you remember me? Do you know who am I? I'm your mom."
In my mind i kept saying, "IS THIS TURE? Could it be? If she is, what am I doing here?"
A man in his early 30's tapped her shoulders showing her his palm, as a sign of stop.

The first word I said was,
"Can I have a cup of water?"
Without hesitation, a man quickly poured water for me.
As I drink, i asked,
"Why am I here? What happened to me?"
All 7 of them looked at each other and mumbled with one another.
The voice grew louder and louder. It made my head spin.
Out of the blue I shouted, " STOP! Tell me what happened? Please."
The girl that hugged me before came walking in the room.
Holding a white rose.
The lady stood up from the chair and let her sat.
She said,
"I'm Elizabeth."

My mind told my body to hold her and kiss her in the lips!
I tried but my body, was still 'away'.
Only with my right hand,
I touched her face. As I touched, I saw those beautiful eyes, sparkling.
And as I touched her lips,
I had a flash back again.
-I and Elizabeth were at a park. We walked and stopped at a see-saw. I pushed her and we were having fun. She used her legs to stop, and she stood up. She turned around, looking at me, she rushed to me and kissed me. I kissed her back. After that, we were holding hands, walking away from the park.-
And it just came to an end like that.

I told Elizabeth what I remembered. Her tears crawled down the cheeks and she hugged me.
I asked again, "What happened to me? What happened next?"
She said, "You don't really remember?"
She showed me her left hand, and I realized there was a ring on a hand.
I asked, "I, I asked you for your hand in marriage?"
She nodded and started crying.
She said, "I love you."
And i can't resist not saying it, I too said, "I love you."
She continued telling me that we continued on walking to her apartment.
She heard noised like footsteps.
But I told her that it was merely just a cat chasing a rat.
The sound of footsteps grew louder and louder.
I turned around to see what the noise was about and I got punched in the head with a gun.
The man threatened for her bag. She gave it. And he ran away.
Later than, I was rushed to the hospital.
She also told me than those people were my friends.

A few months later, Elizabeth and I got married.
Even though I have a scar on the back of my head,
That would be my prove of love to her,
That as long as I have this scar, I will love Elizabeth.
In the end,
We lived happily ever after.
-DoneAlone-

-AnotherStoryOfMine-

Because of Me

Don't judge as you see,
Because of me,
You guys made bad decisions,
Now and you pay by your actions.
-DoneAlone-

everything take it easy.
everything take it easy.

thats what i use to say all the time, whenever i have a problem.

I
REGRET

we should be planning ahead,
not wait ahead for planning.

i am having problems. with friends.
i am not even that important.
why do they even want me around?

I AM USELESS! PURELY USELESS..

my friends want me around for company.
my company will only enrage them in a very very hard manner of hatred.

Today,
going to school was like going to .... school.
Before exam= BORING~
After exam = STILL BORING~

Anyways.. i hate being me.

never want to be me.

but have to accept the truth that..

i am ..

still me.


-LingeringInHate-

Is There More To Life Than Me?

Life is not just this,
Its also a big BLISS,
but the "1" thing i will miss,
Is a kiss.
-DoneAlone-

wokay peeps.
i mean that in like 'people'
not ... well u get the draft.

will be going to some open houses for RAYA and DEEPAVALI,

gosh,
i just love Malaysia.
for this few reasons.
1.All kinda friends.(race,height,etc.)
2.Smokin HOT girls.(Not u)
3.All kinda smokin HOT girls.(not u either)
4.HOLIDAYS every month.
5.Weather Rocks.
6.A lot of places to go.
Last But Not Least.
7.there's ME.

okok.. u guys to..
and blogs are meant to be like a diary.
thats my opinion.
so the way i write my blog is like totally up to me.
yeah i'm talking bout u.

-HappyAndFewMore-