Awakening

I just had this sudden urge to write something down.
but, my mind is so filled with words now, I don't know which to say.

Just watched Underworld : Awakening.
Good movie, blood here and there.
Kate Beckinsale... uh oh, you're hawt.
I don't know, if it's the accent, your fair skin, or the eyes.
Gosh, you make one good vampire.

Always had this interest in myths and legends, whether it may be Greek, Roman, European or whatever, still damn interesting to me. ;D

In the movie she said, "Just yesterday I was this close to the man I love, and went to sleep. I woke up 12years later finding out that he's not longer alive. I'm not cold hearted, just heartbroken."

I bet we have this moments where we push people away, and sometimes, not them physically, but emotionally as well.
We detach ourselves from people, trying to figure out ourselves.

Can't really take the whole blame right? '
Cause we let emotions and feelings take over.
We're still human, eh.

Frank Ocean's song, 'We All Try', part of the lyrics says,
"I still believe in man,
A wise one asked me why
Cause I just don't believe we're wicked
I know that we sin, but I do believe we all try."

We all try to be good, but somehow somewhat, we fail time and time again.
and we take it into our hearts, and never learn from our mistakes,
but I believe in people, that we forgive and somewhere along time, we forget.
It's easier if we have someone to share the burden with too.

So look up into the sky,
And see that all is calm,
Wave the old you goodbye
For the worst is yet to come.

Trust me, there are far more bad things ahead of us,
but step by step, we conquer.
I conquered.

Not all, but I will, eventually.

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