Leap Year Blues

29th of February 2012.
Leap year.
Comes every 4years.
Don’t really think I will post anything here, in 4years time. lol.

The week started off quite rather.. ermm, blue?

QUESTION. When is the first day of the week?
Sunday or Monday?
Something worth debating about.

Even if it’s Monday, I would say my week started on Sunday, night
Is it about letting something out, but not heard better?
or is it the opposite?
Well, I got heard, and it feels.. kinda good, relieved.
Guess we’re all cool now, and a lil’ bit awkward. lol.

Went to uni, with my head held high, neverdying dreams.
Then found out that I might not have a chance to go study overseas. Not even a semester.
Unless, I really step up my game this sem, and get things going and done.
Literally spoilt my whole freaking day.
Really tried to be optimistic, but the fact that I kinda failed indirectly just killed me.
Well, boooohoooo on me.

Then started Korean class again, and this time, imma get things right too.
No more fooling around, but to take it more seriously.

Guess I’ll remember today even more, cause Big Bang’s comeback.
Don’t really love ALL their songs, but definitely ALMOST all. Thereisadifference.
Was researching on their updates, and found lyrics to their songs, old and new.
and I REALIZE SOMETHING. Most of their songs are about breakups, but… in a happy swag-ish way.
So many more reasons to love them.

Take a moment to stop doing whatever you’re doing. And just relax.
Let the only thing on your mind be wondering of what I’m about to say.
Empty yet?

It’s better to close your eyes, while doing this, but then you can’t read. So read it first, then do it.

“Close your eyes. Think of a super duper dark place. You know you’re inside somewhere, but just not really. So you decide to just walk straight. Common sense will lead you somewhere if you just keep walking ahead. Then you realize a white little stream of light. You’re in the way of it. Reaching it, it’s a door. And when you open it, a flash of light just explodes. Who’s the first person you see? Then you think why, and what does it mean. “

Just the sort of thing I normally do when I’m bored. It makes me think of something. Reminisce, appreciate, regret, remember or forget.

"I just hope she will be great. To be at her side to support and help her. I don't know whether this is like or not." - JB

You're always on the other side.