It's past 2am now.
and I can't sleep, I can't stop..
so I just thought that I would just write.
It always seemed to help, somehow.
I guess it all started a few days ago?
When 2AM had their comeback.
They released their new album, and was kinda anticipating for it,
cause I've watched WGM, so Jo Kwon is like an automatically like for his character, which include Seul Ong cause he's always with them. LOL.
Then Dream High 2 featured Jin Woon, which he's doing quite good, for a rookie actor.
As expected from a ballad group, they would normally produce slower tempo songs.
Happy or sad, it's still rather calm and soothing to listen.
It also has the very orchestra feel to it. Which is rather awesome. ;)
It's the kind of songs you would want to hear when it rains, when you're just waiting for class or something.
Was kinda hoping that their comeback MV would be a lot more joyful?
Since all their past MV's are like crying and leave and lost and the mushy stuffffsssss.
It starts with him walking into a room, where he meets this old man. And as he explains how he has been feeling for the past year, the old man takes our a glass piano piece and turns it.
You then see him sitting by the table, with letters and pictures of him and her together. As his looks through it one by one, the pictures and letters turns into blank pieces of paper. He then tries to save 'em, but the more he tried, the faster it spreads. He then sat in despair, till he saw the cupboard door that he didn't open. Once opening it, he realizes that she was in it, then he brings he to a seat. He tried to hug her, but then she too turned into pieces of paper. Trying to bring himself up, he started walking, but his first step turned him into pieces of paper too. The MV ends with the old man, walking out from the shop alone.
I guess, the pieces of paper represented memories. Memories are kept through pictures, letters, and other physical evidence. His memory of her was slowly fading as time went by, but he didn't want it to happen because, he fears that he would then somehow lose her at the same time too.
Whether he tried or not, it slowly faded. Then he realized the cupboard, which represented the remaining bit of his memories. Sometimes, memories aren't just all physical, but it's in our mind somewhere up in there. She represented memories, and she was so real, so vivid, that he could somehow reach out to her and hold her. But time still ticks, and she too turned into a memory.
He decided to walk again, because that's all he could have done. When you hit rock bottom, there's no way out, but up. And that's what he did. You don't go digging the hole deeper and deeper. In his first step, he already made it through. He became memory itself.
The thing that got me thinking was, "If you forget something, could it mean that it might as well mean it didn't happen?" Memories exist through our experience of something. So how could there be experience, if we forgotten our memories?
but I guess not, cause if you forget, it doesn't mean it didn't happen.
Like we don't remember being born, but it did happen. We just don't remember it.
but I wouldn't choose to forget.
Is that the problem?
Who would want to forget,
the best time of their lives,
the decisions they constantly make to stay,
the one, that just is.
or is it better to live with Artificial Memories?
Always trying to make the dreams turn into reality.
and I can't sleep, I can't stop..
so I just thought that I would just write.
It always seemed to help, somehow.
I guess it all started a few days ago?
When 2AM had their comeback.
They released their new album, and was kinda anticipating for it,
cause I've watched WGM, so Jo Kwon is like an automatically like for his character, which include Seul Ong cause he's always with them. LOL.
Then Dream High 2 featured Jin Woon, which he's doing quite good, for a rookie actor.
As expected from a ballad group, they would normally produce slower tempo songs.
Happy or sad, it's still rather calm and soothing to listen.
It also has the very orchestra feel to it. Which is rather awesome. ;)
It's the kind of songs you would want to hear when it rains, when you're just waiting for class or something.
Was kinda hoping that their comeback MV would be a lot more joyful?
Since all their past MV's are like crying and leave and lost and the mushy stuffffsssss.
It starts with him walking into a room, where he meets this old man. And as he explains how he has been feeling for the past year, the old man takes our a glass piano piece and turns it.
You then see him sitting by the table, with letters and pictures of him and her together. As his looks through it one by one, the pictures and letters turns into blank pieces of paper. He then tries to save 'em, but the more he tried, the faster it spreads. He then sat in despair, till he saw the cupboard door that he didn't open. Once opening it, he realizes that she was in it, then he brings he to a seat. He tried to hug her, but then she too turned into pieces of paper. Trying to bring himself up, he started walking, but his first step turned him into pieces of paper too. The MV ends with the old man, walking out from the shop alone.
I guess, the pieces of paper represented memories. Memories are kept through pictures, letters, and other physical evidence. His memory of her was slowly fading as time went by, but he didn't want it to happen because, he fears that he would then somehow lose her at the same time too.
Whether he tried or not, it slowly faded. Then he realized the cupboard, which represented the remaining bit of his memories. Sometimes, memories aren't just all physical, but it's in our mind somewhere up in there. She represented memories, and she was so real, so vivid, that he could somehow reach out to her and hold her. But time still ticks, and she too turned into a memory.
He decided to walk again, because that's all he could have done. When you hit rock bottom, there's no way out, but up. And that's what he did. You don't go digging the hole deeper and deeper. In his first step, he already made it through. He became memory itself.
The thing that got me thinking was, "If you forget something, could it mean that it might as well mean it didn't happen?" Memories exist through our experience of something. So how could there be experience, if we forgotten our memories?
but I guess not, cause if you forget, it doesn't mean it didn't happen.
Like we don't remember being born, but it did happen. We just don't remember it.
but I wouldn't choose to forget.
Is that the problem?
Who would want to forget,
the best time of their lives,
the decisions they constantly make to stay,
the one, that just is.
or is it better to live with Artificial Memories?
Always trying to make the dreams turn into reality.
I'm scared.
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