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I don't need a hundred reasons to make you stay,

but all I have is a reason to love you, and it's, because I do.

Remember

I wanna remember today. 25/5/11

Tingling sensation.

Comfortable

For a moment, I thought we were comfortable at our place.
But then, time and time again I was proven wrong.

Spending time with each other,
doing nothing,
talking nonsense,
laughing at empty sentences,
biting, nibbling,
holding each other,
and whatnots.

This was what I always dreamt of,
to be with the person I longed to be.
Right there and then, I didn’t want to move.
Sitting in that room, was enough, especially when I slept on your lap.
how I didn’t want to get up, but you were uncomfortable.

It’s still the eyes that captures me. It always has.

Just not how it used to be

I never really cared bout what people have to say,
especially if its about my language proficiency.

Till today, when she couldn't understand what I was trying to say.
Maybe it was her, being half deaf.
or me, not knowing my language.

For the first time, I felt useless, speech-wise.

Talking about growing up and empty conversations and whatnot,

that was how it used to be..

But whatever it is, I still love you grandma.

And it's almost a week since..

My fingers still itch to do what it longs to do,

but heck, you can live without it. Then I might as well learn to do the same.

I realized that, that is the only way I can start a conversation with you. Without being so friggin random.

My randomness is getting a wee bit annoying I guess.

My whole day would be empty and quiet,

and constantly checking my phone.

Silly me~

Not to say I don't love how things are going now, but I miss the days where txting used to be everything.

No idea how my face lit up after seeing that message. (:

the Coping and Adapting me

.

Knowing

Countdown. /winks

I think

I think you feel its a drag.
Waking up to the same kinds of text.

From today, I'll stop.

Will It?

Truth to be told,

I wake up with you on my mind.

I wake up at 6 in the morning everyday, and my immediate thought would be, to text you, "Good morning beautiful." But that wouldn't be so appropriate would it?

I hope that you don't think that whenever I do that, I'm doing that to be cheesy or like I have to do it.

I do it cause I want to. From the bottom of my heart.

The last thing on my mind before I go to sleep would be you.

Waiting for that last reply from you. I could go to sleep with a smile on my face.

You would be in my prayers, praying that you be safe, healthy and whatnot.

I once saw this picture, it said,

"When a boy calls you hot, they loot at your body.

When a boy calls your pretty, they look at your face.

When a boy calls you gorgeous, they look at your clothes.

but when he calls you beautiful; they see everything."

I call you beautiful for that one reason. You're everything to me and I wouldn't want to let go.

but if I have to, I would.

Not gonna force anymore.

I'll do my best, but will it...