Idk anymore

How can a simple “Hi”, leave my mind in wonderment, shock and awe.

After all it’s said,
Either you linger or fade,
That what was once man-made,
To slowly turn cold and dead.

gahfmldilemma

Soup Kitchen

“Soup Kitchen”, just this place in Brickfields, where people serve food to the poor, drug addicts, homeless and blind.

It really broke my heart, to see so many people in need of food and help.
and all I could do, is just serve them food and be their company for the afternoon.

There was this kid, wearing a ‘Boys’ Brigade’ uniform, and he came marching in.
Holding his shoulder was his parents.
He’s 9.
Both of them are blind, and he brings them in every Saturday just for a mild lunch.
How can a kid so young, be so mature? To help and support his family in all this small ways.
To see him loving his parents endlessly, makes me wonder, that is what love is.

After serving food and drinks and whatnots, we would go talk to those who stayed back.
I asked this man, “Uncle, how’s life?”
and he would say, “GREAT, everything is just fine. Even though it’s abit hot the pass few days, making me sweat more,” and he would laugh.
I could honestly say that it was a sincere smile and laugh.

How is it that someone who has nothing much, be contented in life, while all of us sit in our comfortable chairs complaining bout the air-condition or not having the latest phone.

There are things we deserve and don’t.
Maybe we’re lucky to be born in such a nice setting in this city life, but I was reminded that there are those aren’t so lucky, and they need help.
I honestly didn’t do much, but I will continue to do more.

We all deserve to have a good life and be loved.
I hope that we choose our loved ones with a lil bit more caution.
Find someone who will love you for who you are and what you are without hesitation,
and not someone who will take you for granted and come back whenever they please.

But never regret loving. (;

smile.

all it took was one smile. =)

Goddamnyourecute

Pain?

“Faith, have you ever felt really really sad, that you cried?”
“Yes”
“Why?”
“Cause I lost my toy”

The innocence of being a kid.
How I wish I’m a kid now.
That all my troubles and hurt wouldn’t be as painful.
“We never get what we want and we want what we cannot get.” – Friend of mine.

Pain itself is another factor that plays in every one of us.
Seeing you in pain, pushes me into this corner.
I care, but the more I do, the more I’m further away.

It kills to me to see you hurt.
But what’s the point when...
‎"Everybody falls sometimes,
Gotta find the strength to rise,
From the ashes and make a new beginning."
- Kutless

I wanna be a kid again, when my problem is never bigger than what show is on next.
When fun, joy and friendship matters most.
To be naïve of the world I’m living in.
To do what I please without anyone judging.

To be myself once again.
“The more we pull people from faraway near, the further the near ones go.” - Communication Reader.

IMO

Monkey,

Out of all, I like ‘monkey’,
Cause at times, you’re super cheeky,
Not knowing you too can be silly,
All surprising and tricky,
Giving me teasers that make me go crazy,
Even when you’re complaining you’re lazy,
As stubborn as you are daily,
This is what you mean to me.

Sending those hearts once in a while,
Making me laugh and smile,
Seeing me acting all cool,
But you’ll always see me a fool.

Making you smile isn’t easy,
To catch it once, you can call me lucky,
Twice, maybe its destiny,
Cause you’re my honeybee.

Walking away never regretting,
Cause it's with you I'm spending,
Time, money, there are just material things,
But the experience keeps me forever learning.

Time is of the essence,
That's what they all tell me,
Never forgetting your presence,
Especially on the sixteenth of February.

If you see us in the future, even just one bit... I would take that chance,
but you didn't, and not want to prolong 'this' anymore.
It's for the best I guess.
-Smiles(

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Whole Time

I didn’t realize till I focused.
With my eyes open, I was staring into open space.
And it was all you. All… you.

constant

onethingthatwillneverchangeisthemoon.

damnitthemoonisbrighttonight.

constantlyonandoff.

appearforawhilethendissappearforanothermonthorso.

thenbackwithanawesomeview.

damnthefreakingmoon.

catchingmybreathwhilewalking.

guessitsgettingmoreserious.

fuckingmissyou