Pain?

“Faith, have you ever felt really really sad, that you cried?”
“Yes”
“Why?”
“Cause I lost my toy”

The innocence of being a kid.
How I wish I’m a kid now.
That all my troubles and hurt wouldn’t be as painful.
“We never get what we want and we want what we cannot get.” – Friend of mine.

Pain itself is another factor that plays in every one of us.
Seeing you in pain, pushes me into this corner.
I care, but the more I do, the more I’m further away.

It kills to me to see you hurt.
But what’s the point when...
‎"Everybody falls sometimes,
Gotta find the strength to rise,
From the ashes and make a new beginning."
- Kutless

I wanna be a kid again, when my problem is never bigger than what show is on next.
When fun, joy and friendship matters most.
To be naïve of the world I’m living in.
To do what I please without anyone judging.

To be myself once again.
“The more we pull people from faraway near, the further the near ones go.” - Communication Reader.