Finally

I’m not how I am now six years ago.
I was so different, that the experiences I faced and had, I would never wish on anyone.
I was living in my own world, being myself.
Not saying that being myself was a bad thing, but I didn’t see how people view me.
I’m not self-conscious enough to see that I was annoying rather than entertaining.
They were laughing at me, not with me.
That was my biggest mistake.

I’ve been on my own ever since,
never asking anything, never complaining.
Thinking that what I’m going through is a phase in life or maybe, I was just plain patient.

Mom, I love you for understanding where I stand. Life has been hard for me when I was younger.
Gettin’ bullied, pushed around and laughed at. It’s the past, but hardly forgotten.
At least now you know, I’ve been trying to stay strong for very long.

Kudos to moms.